Pk lg..rasa nk buka blog br..smpena nw yr...kali nie nk citer sume2..org nk kata ape sukati ler.. blog aku..tulisan aku...lantak aku ler..hahaha...so blogger...ni wish aku..
Friday, December 29, 2006
New year coming...
Pk lg..rasa nk buka blog br..smpena nw yr...kali nie nk citer sume2..org nk kata ape sukati ler.. blog aku..tulisan aku...lantak aku ler..hahaha...so blogger...ni wish aku..
Story continued
Citernye cmnie: masa aku blik S'pore tuk attend weeding kazen aku..dgn bangganye aku tgglkn le mamat ni kt KL..(xkn aku nk bw..dia bkn ade pasport)..dgn keyakinan yg dia xkn curang..(nnt nk pk yg dia dlm kategori curang @ x?).. So se-pjg aku kt s'pore aku xde la kontek dia cz hp aku xwat roaming..so..bila balik dr s'pore mlm senin.. smpai2 jerk kt kastam johor aku trus call bgtau yg aku n family dh on d way ke KL..time 2 dia dh kata yg dia ada big prob..gan family ler...gan keje ler...aku pun console ler dia..aku kata rileks r..cool..nnt aku dh smpai kl kita jmpe..ok!!
Aku dh 1hr suntuk kt umh ble smpai dr KL, haram mamat ni nk call...kata nk citer prob..2-3 hr pastu br dia citer...2 pun pas aku korek2 smpai kerak bumi..rupe2nye masa aku kt s'pore..dia ada anto sorg bdk p'puan blik umh..konon bdk ni bdk banquet tmpt dia kje...ats dasar kesian cz dh mlm,bdk ni plak xde transport..dia gn baik ati p anto...kt area sentul..(kt cni jerk aku dh angin..berani dia anto p'puan lain blik..brani dia bw p'puan lain naik moto..-dh le d/pymt moto 2 duit aku.. gua cm dh boleh agak dr sore dia..ni msti kantoi)..pstu dia kata pas anto bdk 2 ajak naik umah..ajak minum..cz kata c p'puan ni yg dia tggl gn family..mamat ni pun ikot naik umah(aku xtau umh flat ke, kondo ke, apartment ker)..xdan panas bontot dr duduk..umah dh kena ketok gn org...rupe2nye mmg kantoi..org kwsn 2 gk yg kantoikn..bw g balai la...ape la...yg last2 aku tau..dia kena kawen by end of dec 06.. Up till tis blog updated derg lum nikah lg... aku dh la time 2 tgh gigil...ble tau perkara nie xde b'genang air mata...trus menitik cm titik2 ujan nk melebat jerk..gamam sekejap...klu mamat nie kawen gn p'puan nie.."aku cmner????"
Aku minta no.hp minah 2..dpt call..tp gayanye cm lorat jerk..aku ckp baik2..dlm bhs melayu lg..dibantai nye jwb soklan aku dlm english..xke sentap kejap..tau le awak 2 student UIA..amik Law...tp xyh la nk b'lagak speaking-speakang..smpai leh kata nk kawen by end of dec 06..aku xyh kacau hak dia..la..'nie sapa rampas bf sapa?' b'lagak ya amats'''.. panas ati aku...tp aku maintain jerk.. la ni aku xdpt nk kontek mamat ni cz hp dia minah ni pegang..siap ckp jgn ganggu derg lg..'tis guy hv notin' 2 do wit me anymore so stop callin' n sms him' pergh..klu bc sms minah nie..leh t'gigit lidah bc dlm english..smpai ke hr nie aku ade sakit jerk gn minah 2..tp sbb aku ni pndai sket dr dia..aku ckp baik2..konon2 psiko lerk..dia yg lelebih mengamuk cm p'puan dtg bulan mengambang d'tghari-pak ngah la yg balik....semlm aku dok sms p'puan nie..tnye psal kes kawen 2..dia kata postpone thn dpn..aku bising ler...kata nk kawen ujg bulan 12 apsal tunda..leh dia kata..x elok wat ujg bulan nie...nk raya...b'dosa... skali lg aku sentap..dosa ke nikah time nk raya haji..."dosa 2 bukan tok mereka2 yg tgh menunaikn ibadah haji je ker?".. la ni kitorg ni gaduh cz aku tgh minta hak aku blik..ala..duit d/pymt moto 2 ler.. c minah ni nk byr...aku tuntut la hak aku... hahaha...nk sgt gn bf org ek...rasa la ko...lum kawen dh kena beban...tgk kawen nnt..nk sgt hadap mamat nie...
Ibu aku dh tau bab nie...ye la...aku nie sume2 bab happy/ sedih aku kongsi gn ibu..'ibu bukan sekadar ibu jerk...dia gak la kawan aku..kakak aku..segala-galanye tuk aku..' so aku citer la bab sedih nie kt ibu..ibu pun marah gk..tp ibu tenangkn ati aku...kata xyh pk lg...aku muda lg..ramai lg lelaki nk kwn gn aku..ramai lg yg baik selain mamat 2..jgn call dia..jgn sms..jgn layan klu dia call..wat2 xkenal..ibu dh xsuka..tp ibu xtau yg aku dh ckp gn minah ni..
Yg aku leh buat...sabo je lar...xde menda lg nk pk.. tahun depan 2007 citer br..azam baru..klu xkuar gk citer nie..maknanye derg lum kawen2 lagik..n aku masih mengejar hak aku...
Friday, December 15, 2006
Sedey...konpius!!!
Story 1:
Is it wrong 2 hv a blog? Is it wrong 2 write s/thing 'bout urself & publish it 2 d net? Is it wrong 2 read s/one else blog as they d one who blog it, wrote it, n publish it in d net? Suka pedulik aku le nk baca org lain pnye blog...owner blog 2 pun xmarah...apsal org lain lak yg kecoh2.. N suke pedulik owner blog 2 ler nk tulis mende2 yg sxx** dlm blog dia..slagi xganggu ketenteraman aku n keluarga aku..
Prob:
Apsal ati aku x tenang smpai la ni bila ada org tegur yg aku dk baca blog org lain yg t'kandung unsur2 @ perkataan2 yg kurang menarik..?? apsal nk marah aku bila aku baca blog mereka2 yg nk kata lelaki xmcm lelaki..yg pompuan xmcm pompuan..
Solve:
Suke ati pedulik aku le nk baca blog org lain..ko xde blog..dengki le 2..lgpun nape suka2 duk kt tmpt org pastu godek2 pc..layan internet kt tmpt aku...cm pc ko xde internet jerk... lgpun... Suke ati pedulik blogger 2 ler nk tulis ape...dh blog dia...dia pnye psal ler...responsibility ats dia gk...bukan aku yg tanggung..suke ati blogger 2 ler nk jadi ape..dosa pahala sendiri2 pnye akaun per...
Story 2:
Things that happened in KL but I was in S'pore attending my cousin's weeding..will continue later when i has a guts 2 tell u all guys 'bout this story..
Prob:
Libatkn hati, perasaan n jiwa aku...menyemakkn dada jerk..lama2 leh sakit jiwa..
Solving:
Menangis2...menangis...menangis lg.. Cm mak aku kata..yg sudah 2 sudah la...jgn igt2 lg.. I deserve a better person... (seb baik ada mak aku yg paham aku)...
Saturday, December 2, 2006
Arrived safely
"ops!!semlm nmpak afeez..comei seyh..w/pun member wat muka serius...gua pedulik hape!!!"
Wednesday, November 8, 2006
hot2!!my blood go upstairs..
Tetiba ati aku borink plak ptg nie..sume2 keja xm'jd..so aku baek pnye search hp cari no.phone kwn..n i found a number..so aku call ler..cz kwn ni tmpt aku penah kongsi criter..1st no. org lain jwb..konon kata kwn kpd kwn aku..yg kononnye kwn aku ni dh xpkai no yg 1st tuh lagik..ok ler.. aku pun call no yg k-2..well..biase arr..konon nk privasi..pkai le 2 no.hp..2nd no. would be a private no. just for he/she wif their partner arr..ok..xpe..aku pun call le no yg k-2 as dia yg kasi itu hari..aspect yg dia percaya aku ler..call..ringing..jwb..tp bile org sana dgr sore aku dia pakat letak plak..cara cm mamat td yg jwb jerk..pe citer plak nie..aku call lg skali..dia boleh cancel call.. ok..rileks jp..3rd time aku call..ringing..pick up..tp mesin plak yg jwb..dh 2..mesin 2 sore kwn aku plak 2..'sorry..saya xavailable..sila call lain kali'..weyh..bestnye ayat ko...ko igt aku keja operator telekom...suke2 nk call byk2 kali..last2..cz bengang bile org jwb call aku dh gitu gaya..ni la hasilnye..post kt sini..padan muka..hanjs' toll..hahaha(evilnye gelak)
Monday, October 9, 2006
Weekend
Thursday, October 5, 2006
Blurred
Date buka posa gan Edy 9 Oct/isnin..
Tuesday, October 3, 2006
Leaving On A Jet Plane
I'm ... I'm ...All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go I'm standin' here outside your door I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you'll wait for me Hold me like you'll never let me go' Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane I don't know when I'll be back again Oh, babe, I hate to go
I'm ...There's so many times I've let you down So many times I've played around I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing Every place I go, I think of you Every song I sing, I sing for you When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you'll wait for me Hold me like you'll never let me go' Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane I don't know when I'll be back again Oh, babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you One more time, oh, let me kiss you And close your eyes and I'll be on my way Dream about the days to come When I won't have to leave alone About the times that I won't have to say ...
Oh, kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you'll wait for me Hold me like you'll never let me go' Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane I don't know when I'll be back again Oh, babe, I hate to go
And I'm leaving on a jet plane I don't know when I'll be back again Oh, babe, I hate to go
But I'm leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah) Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah) Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah) Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah) Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah)Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah) Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah) Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah) (Leaving) On a jet plane
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak
Citer sebenornya aku nk ucapkn Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan yg mulia ini kt semua pembaca blog aku...kt kwn2 sapura esp; ani n pza + jep..wat kwn2 kt kk..(apsal ari ni xlen log in kk ntah!!) wat sume2 yg kenal n baca blog aku (ada ke org baca?) hahaha....
Salam Ramadhan.....lepas posa nk raya plak...
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Mega Gath - Tmn Warisan Putrajaya
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Alanis Morrisette-Hand in my pocket
the best quality that i can get...so no complain ek...alanis morissette-hand in my pocket
I'm broke but I'm happy I'm poor but I'm kind I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah I'm high but I'm grounded I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober I'm young and I'm underpaid I'm tired but I'm working, yeahI care but I'm restless I'm here but I'm really gone I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby
What it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be quite alright I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is flicking a cigarette And what it all comes down to Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving the peace sign
I'm free but I'm focused I'm green but I'm wise I'm hard but I'm friendly baby I'm sad but I'm laughing I'm brave but I'm chickenshit I'm sick but I'm pretty baby
And what it all boils down to Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is playing the piano And what it all comes down to my friends Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is hailing a taxi cab
Ironic - Alanis Morrisette
An old man turned ninety-eight He won the lottery and died the next day It's a black fly in your Chardonnay It's a death row pardon two minutes too late Isn't it ironic ... don't you think
Chorus: It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought ... it figures
Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids good-bye He waited his whole damn life to take that flight And as the plane crashed down he thought 'Well isn't this nice...' And isn't it ironic ... don't you think
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you When you think everything's okay and everything's going right And life has a funny way of helping you out when You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up In your face
It's a traffic jam when you're already late It's a no-smoking sign on your cigarette break It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife It's meeting the man of my dreams And then meeting his beautiful wife And isn't it ironic... don't you think A little too ironic... and yeah I really do think...
Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out Helping you out
Wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and past,the innocent can never last.Wake me up when September ends.Like my fathers come to pass,seven years has gone so fast.Wake me up when September ends.
Here comes the rain again,falling from the stars.Drenched in my pain again,becoming who we are.As my memory rests,but never forgets what I lost.Wake me up when September ends.
Summer has come and past,the innocent can never last.Wake me up when September ends.Ring out the bells again,like we did when Spring began.Wake me up when September ends.
Here comes the rain again,falling from the stars.Drenched in my pain again,becoming who we are.As my memory rests,but never forgets what I lost.Wake me up when September ends.
Summer has come and past,the innocent can never last.Wake me up when September ends.Like my fathers come to pass,twenty years has gone so fast.Wake me up when September ends.Wake me up when September ends.Wake me up when september ends.
Friday, September 8, 2006
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA Yg Ke-49
Ni aku curi dr anak melaka..hahaha...am...thnx 4 d wish kt frenster..hahaha...tgk2...ada muka am kt c2..
weyh(ckp bisik2)...aku nk balik kg jp lg...kul 5.30ptg...nk tdo kt PD..ari sabtu br balik KL..jumaat aku mc jerk..haha...lantak r..kena marah ke ape ke...bambu r...pedulik!!!!
Edy...igt plan ye babah...kita nk g mandi laut kt blue lagoon...hahaha..suke aku...2 pun klu aku xperiod r...
k dear blogger..kwn2...gua syg lu org sume...
slmt menyambut kemerdekaan yg ke-49...
IBU...ankmu nk balik kg naik komuter....tgguuuuuuuuuu.............
gmbq beshfwen
ni la beshfwen ever..yg tau rahsia aku...(xsume r)..tmpt aku ngadu n meluahkn perasaan..tmpt aku cite mcm2 benda..punca blog ni pun sbb dia..konon aku mls nk call n update dia tiap2 mgu ttg hal aku..tp dida xdpt cari blog ni plak...ah..lantak r..comeikn 2 p'puan nie....manis je senyum..hahaha(perasan beb)
ha!!yg gmbq ni plak after tgk game hoki sapura vs e.y.. sapura menang penalti 3-2...sorak kuat aku masa ni...edy yg dok tgkp gmbq ni..mula2 xnk bw edy cz takut pja xleh join kpala tp last2 pja kata ok la..k.ani dh kenal edy masa kitorg cari kedai mkn k.ani kt sentul 2...penat aku bw keta...edy yg tunjuk jln tp cm biasa la klu p'puan bw keta...m'bahaya..bengang r mamat 2..blkg ani 2 akram..bdk opis ani..ntah...aku xrapat sgt la..kenal gitu2 jer..aku, ani n pja mmg besfren..time mkn n solat sama2..ani n pja umuq 26...aku 23...tp seb baek leh join kpala..hahaha..mmg happening ptg 2 cz kitorg 2 org je minah2 sapura yg gile2 sokong hoki...siap melompat bila sapura mng..aku suka kt player no. 7,8 n 13 (xkenal pun)..cz derg main baguih ler..haha...
Monday, August 28, 2006
ct n dk
oi la cik ct...apsal ko comei ek...suke tgk ko...wat dk..tahniah la cz ko dh berjaya menawan hati seorg puteri malaysia nie..(klu ct join miss malaysia kompem menang besar)
tgk r ct pegang lengan hubby dia c dk 2..jeles aku tgk cz au xkawen lg...hwa)))))))) pegang baek2 ct oi..jgn bg lepas.. nnt ang gk yg melepas...
sarung cincin tuk upacara batal air semayang
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Citer sedey
14 Aug 2006..ptg blik dr psr mlm aku call Hana..konon nk tnye ade brg nk beli lg x, tp aku dpt berita yg Apak(bapa angkat kitorg yg kt keramat) meninggal.. yg t'kilan sgt2 dh kebumi br kitorg tau citer nie.. 2 pun kak shida(akak sulung aku) t'serempak gan alang(ank Apak yg-3). Klu xjmpe rasa2nye kitorg 3beradik ni xtau kisah la..Apak dh lama sakit..8 tahun lepas kena strok just bcoz baby dlm kandungan ayong(ank yg-1) meninggal..trus apak jatuh n kena strok..apak pun mmg kuat merokok tp dia xgalakkn ank2 merokok sama..klu mula2 sakit dulu aku rajin gk g tgk apak.tp bile mak pindah ikot ank2 dia bw plak apak sama aku dh malas nk cari apak..yg tggl kt umah flat pun acu(ank apak yg last) jerk..aku plak xrapat gan acu so...wat donno jerk..
15 Aug 2006..baru aku,hana n abg g tahlil apak..isk sedey giler masa peluk mak..mak citer yg apak dh xlarat tanggung sakit bile nk wat hemodialisis..cuci buah pinggang..dh xde tmpt nk tebuk lg...anto g HKL..kul 3ptg 13 Aug 2006 apak dh start nazak...kitorg 3beradik xtau pape pun..Apak meninggal dunia kul 12tgh mlm...aku dgr mak citer wat aku nangis jer..smpaikn balik umh aku still nangis kt dlm ati.. Aku rapat gan apak dr kecil lg..klu time sekolah ptg 2 ibu msti bg duit lebih tuk aku beli mknn kt mak.. dulu mak meniaga meehoon goreng,kuih-muih..apak yg anto..kdg2 xpesan gan mak nk bw bekal ape tp apak yg anto kt umh..2 yg wat aku syg giler kt apak..cz apak manjakn aku n xpenah marah aku.. Rumah pertama yg aku akn raya masa kecik dulu umh apak la..cz dpt cium tgn apak n dpt duit raya.. aku msti dpt lebih dr Ipah(besfren ms kecik) cz aku ank apak....hahaha...
Esoknye aku call ibu n citer sume2..nape ibu xdtg KL..ibu bising..kata 'wat pe nk g KL lg..bukan leh jmpe jenazah..org 2 dh kebumi dh..tahlil boleh wat kt mana2 pun'..betul gk..kitorg 1family mmg xde rezeki nk jmpe apak..smpai ke hari nie aku still nangis kt dlm ati.. Al-Fatihah tuk Apak Manaf..
Saturday, August 19, 2006
rihanna-unfaithful
Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company
He's more than a man And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in Because I'm gone again
To him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'
C/o: I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer
I feel it in the air As I'm doin my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss upon my cheek As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long Just hangin' with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I'm happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer
Our love... his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this... anymore
Oooohhh... anymore
C/o: I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer ...a murderer
No no no yeah yeah yeah
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Derk!!!!!
- Guess what??!!! semlm t'bongkar la rahsia yg krol n korea tipu aku..just bcoz aku citer kt korea yg aku t'sepit ant. krol n family.. aku igt leh caya kt korea tp xgk..mmg dasar pentingkn kwn..w/pun dia kata yg dia xkn citer ngan krol tp citer tu smpai gk.. start from now on both of them aku xcaya.. wat pe lg nk caya...m'bazir jerk..pent gk nk xplen kt krol...so sabtu ni kena g mlk just nk settlekn hal kitorg..ntah..
- Semlm blik lmbt..smpai umh kul 10.30pm..hana bising gk..tp aku tau yg dia xmrh cume risau...sayang gk dia kt aku...
- Antara bab yg paling aku nyampah..'Edy'..well..in another way mmg aku b'syukur gk dia dtg dlm idup aku...tp ada bab yg aku anggap lelaki ni menyusahkn..Edy amik aku kul 8mlm..g amik duit..g econsave n psr mlm..in certain ways Edy mmg pelindung..really2 take care aku...sometime he too controlling me..sometime aku pun cm queen control gk...hahaha.. Edy xbyk ckp masa dlm keta..aku pelik gk..selalu klu naik moto byk gk dia nk borak..tp mlm td senyap jerk.. aku pun risau.. slalu klu aku b'cerita msti Edy menyampuk..well aku tnye gk apsal Edy jd cmtu tp dia cume jwb nk concentrate bw keta.. dlm keta Edy ada perli aku nk sms ngan org mlk...wargh3x..ada unsur2 cemburu..aku suka..kt kedai mkn perli lg psal xsuke org menipu..wargh3x...kena lg aku..but lately ni bile Edy anta aku balik sure kiss aku kt forehead..well..aku suke.. moga jodoh aku n Edy kekal..insyaallah..
Monday, August 7, 2006
Rep-up tuk 3 hr...
- HAri jumaat..ana nk smbung shopping ngan kamsina...so aku pkai keta...g mines ngan pja cz ani xmai..ok..g mkn kt food court..jln2 cr kasut tp xbeli ape pun..pja yg borong sket..ok...ptg balik cm biasa..mlm g mines lg cz ana kata ada thai fair... 'eh..apsal aku dtg siang td xdak pun???? ooo...xjln kt level 2' so...shopping seluar n baju..
- Sabtu g keja...aku pkai keta cz ana nk balik PD...ok..kena isi minyak..elok isi minyak tayar keta tang depan plak cm lembik..isi angin tayar plak...'eh..apsal makin isi makin lembik tayar keta ni??' alamak...minta tlg barader kt petronas 2.. ok.. g keja jln slow2..abis keja kul 5.30pm..alamak...panas giler..tayar ni cm nk wat hal..xpe..jln slow2..g kuar duit kt tmn connought...lang2 aku kt sini baek g a&w...besh tul root beer floot..pergh...ngan ari yg panas gat2..t'bakar kulit muka... aku gagahkn jgk balik umah b'bekalkn root beer float n moza burgerku...skrg a&w dh jd paberet aku...hakhakhak....suker giler..mlm tgk AF4...aku dh agak Faizal leh menang..xyh nk speku dlm blog ni lg..tp ikotkn aku lg Farhan n Lotter lg besh! So...kesimpulan yg tersimpul kt sini AF4 xde aura cm AF2&AF3...haha...cz dulu ade Za8 orange & Mawi World.. thn ni Faizal senyum sokmo xbrape menjadi (w/pun aku ade afundi die-masa mula2 AF4 dlu r)...
- Sunday..Bufday miya..well2 yg beloved niece..'mlm td acu tdo lmbt cz nk balut hadiah kakak...so kakak kena jd bdk baik.. xmoh naughty2 lg k'..ana sebok masak nasi ayam cz ibu n abah nk dtg bw kek miya..well kitorg celebrate gan suasana yg sederhana...wat pe nk grand2...tahun depan nk celebrate lg..kul 3ptg ana ikot abg g main bola...bw miya skali...aku bw adik n sarah g south city..kt sana ada promotion filem remp it..dpt la tinok farid kamil n cat farish...walau dr jauh.. sepanjang kt south city adik nk dukung jerk..patah bahu adik comei oi...acu ni bukan cm papa awk...ia kuat lg gagah.. beli kasut kt XES.. (aku,ani n pja pangei..SEX-cz susah nk sebut..) hrmm..mlm g alamanda...aku pkai baju baru kaler pink...1 lg kaler paberet aku lps kaler biru n orange Za8..jln2 n mkn.. beli buku kt mph..abg g tinok brg kt fitness point..pastu aku t'b'kenan kt slimming set yg leh diri n goyang2 tuh...cmtu kot alat tuh..ntah r..tgu duit gaji ni...xmahal mane pun...rm39 jerk...InsyaAllah boleh beli..t'pk duit yg ada kt khairi...leh wat tmbh beli hp baru next month...wow..besh tull...
- Monday-ari yg xbrape nk best..biasa r...awl mgu...sape suker..sume org suke ari jumaat jerk..cz xsabor nk weekend..dpt tinok yahoo mail jp jerk...kacap anto testi kt friendster tanye mana blog aku...'well cap..ko kena lebih advance n creative r'...ptg ni nk g beli bj kebaya kt masjid india...well...tgu esok pnye citer r..."nk bg tau kacap ke kt ner blog nie...nnt kantoi r sume2 secret aku"...pandai2 ko ye kacap...hahaha...till 2morrow then..da..
Friday, August 4, 2006
Sakit JIwa
HE!!!!!sakit jiwa...betul2 sakit jiwa semlm...pg g keja bw keta...aku yg bw s'diri r...b'derau gk darah..pucat jp muka aku...ye r..1st time nk bw kt highway...tp selamat smpai kt opis...alhamdulillah..siap parking kt L-2 lg..balik kul 5.30pm amek ana kt mines..g parking keta kt sg.besi n amek tren g sogo...shopping!!ni citer sbnrnye..pas amik duit tuk shopping aku start belek2 brg...byk gk baju ladies tp size besar2..xpe2..jln lg..1st thing aku rembat 'bra'..'bra deknon..bak kata xbf aku yg ulu2 tuh..'sarung tetek'(1st time dgr dia kata gitu gelak besar aku-seb baek xde aksi guling2)...amek kaler biru cair..ok la kot ek..jln2 kt bj ladies,alamak...byk bj size besar r..tensi kejap...tetiba xpandai pilih...ana dh borong bj ank plak..byk giler smpai xcukup tgn nk bw..g usha handbag..ana dpt beg BUM...cantik..dia mmg pndai pilih...taste ok..aku pun rembat beg BUM gk...tp murah sket dr dia r..dh dpt handbag alih g tmpt ladies lg...dh lebih 4x aku pusing2 kt situ...xgk yg b'kenan..on d way nk smpai kt tmpt ladies aku dh pasan sorg cino nie..nk kata p'puan rmbut cm jantan tp dok kt tmpt ladies..pelik kejap.. aku b'diri sebelah cino ni..bau rokok...cm pengkid pun ade gk tp muka tua sket..cm dh 30-40 an cmtu...tp kurus..c cino ni dok la pusing2 kt tmpt ladies...p'puan klu shopping..sarat..bak kata melayu lps beli...belah r..yg p'ouan2 kt sogo tuh..slagi sogo xtutup slagi tuh m'beli xbelah2..nk tdo kt sogo kot..ok..citer cino tuh..aku ni mmg stail letak hp dlm poket...tali biar t'juntai kt luar...ranggi!!tp tgh pilih2 bj aku ade rase cm benda b'gerak2 dlm poket..b'derau jp dada..aku jengok la kt poket seluar..tgn c cino tuh tgh pegang aku pnye tali hp...Ya Allah!!nk m'curi ker?ades!! sakit dada..aku pun t'paku n pandang mata dia..dgn rase xb'salah dia ckp 'ops.sorry' pastu blah cmtuh.. ades..sakit dada kejap!!!
mana ana...nk nangis pun ade gk..tp cino tuh xblah2 gk..boleh men round2 kt sini plak..hah!!2 ana..'kak,tdkn hp aku nk kena curi...'aku pun mula citer..'hah..kena curi ker...sape buat' ana pun gabra r..'tu..tu..eh mana cino tuh...ha!!kt bkg tuh'aku pun mula citer lg..so aku n ana "aim" la cino tuh..mmg dasar cino komunis..boleh dia dok round2 lg kt area ladies..pastuh sebok2 kt blkg org yg nk shopping n jenguk2 beg org tuh..pastuh ntah cmner dia pasan kitorg dok "aim" dia...trus cino 2 blah..."kuang ajaq" nk shopping pun xde mood..ana je r yg shopping banget..
Wednesday, August 2, 2006
Tolong wahai sahabat..
Nak mintak tolong sikit boleh tak?
tolong ingatkan saya...
andai saya terlupakan Tuhan
dalam kelapangan dan kesibukan
dalam kesenangan dan kesusahan
tolong ingatkan saya...
jangan jadi anak derhaka
mak ayah dilupakan jangan
usah diluka hati dan perasaan
tolong ingatkan saya...
supaya ingat pesanan guru
bukan sekadar peringatan
tapi tarbiyah berpanjangan
tolong ingatkan saya...
dengarlah dan bacalah al-quran
tika radio penuh hiburan
tika tv penuh hindustan
tolong ingatkan saya...
di mana islamnya zahirku
jika aurat didedahkan
disingkat, diketat dan dijarangkan
tolong ingatkan saya...
jadilah sahabat yang baik
sentiasa memberi peringatan
sentiasa menerima teguran
tolong ingatkan saya...
kalau bercinta biar keranaNya
dalam memilih utamakan Iman
kelak ikatan dihindari syaitan
tolong ingatkan saya...
hidup ini satu kembara
kutiplah mutiara dalam perjalanan
moga di sana menjadi bekalan
tolong ingatkn saya eh...
Ni aku kopi pes dr blog tokekuih..."toke..sorry xminta cara baik.."
tp ape yg aku dpt leh wat pengajaran wat aku n kwn2 yg dok baca blog nie(ade ke yg baca)..
igtn tuk pengembara cm kita nie...d'bumi Allah yg maha subur nie...kdg2 kita t'lupe..kdg2 kita wat2 lupe..
semuanye t'rangkum dlm idup yg satu nie..
Ya Tuhan...ampunkn aku andai aku t'lupe...
hai rakan2...igtkn aku andai aku t'leka...
Tuesday, August 1, 2006
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!!!!
Hepi Frenship Day 2 all my frens..specially Piza & Ani...sayang korunk..wat Lina..ur d beshfwen ever lah..Ayu pun sms aku bab Tuah n Jebat..
Tuah n Jebat..
Tangisan sahabat buat sahabat
bukanlah dibuat buat..
Tapi kerana wujudnya ikatan murni
yg erat lagi keramat kurniaanNya
Jika tidak..
masakan Jebat mengamuk dahsyat
lantaran Tuah difitnah khianat
walau Jebat digelar keparat
tangis Tuah tak sejat-sejat..
Kerana Tuah sedar Jebatlah sahabat!!!
itulah rahsia sahabat...
wat korunk kt kedaikopi..
jgn trase ati bile xde wish dr aku..ramai sgt r..
but still Hepi Frenship Day..
ari ni tiba2 aku t'igt kwn2 kt teknik pd..specially ros sidah,zaidah,ila,mansor & sume2..
ntah r...aku sayang sume...
Monday, July 31, 2006
Ntah???
Rasa cm nk buka blog lg 1 kt frenster tuh tp wat pe plak..wat 2-3 kali keja plak...kt sini nk update..kt sana pun kena update gk... aku mls nk kongsi citer ngan org yg xrapat...asal blog ni pun tuk lina...tp lina xdpt cr blog aku..haha...xyh kongsi citer ni sume..
Mengong jp..
betui mak pak aku kenal tp mak pak aku bukan suke pun..mak pak aku mmg cmtuh..lum masa aku nk b'cintan-cintun..sume2 xleh...wargh3x..dh nasib aku jd ank bongsu..nk wat cmne...
well...abis games..kemas2 n balik..kul 5 smpai umah..kul 6 abah anto balik..c khairi 2 pun tumpang gks..abah!!biasa r...mmg org len xleh interfere hal family..well..nk wat cmne..dh mmg itu perangai abah..terima je lar..
dlm tren pun leh gaduh lg...xlarat aku nk xplen ngan mamat nie..well2...klu dh kantoi tuh baek putus ngan 2-2..stick kt sorg yg lain...nk tau sape...Afeez r...well windu banget aku ngan mamat tuh...sure makin kurus n makin comel..hrm..Afeez..ko wat aku t'senyum bile igt ko..wat aku happy bile jmpe ko..n leh wat aku bahagia bile aku jd kapel ko..mimpi je r...
Isk...ade je nama Afeez nie...wargh3x...itew menunjukkn aku mmg minat kt dia...
ok la...till then..da..
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Sakit tp happy...boleh cmtuh?
- Huhu....apsal la gusi ni wat hal..bengang aku..nk mkn susah..nk minum susah...cakap lg lar susah..apsal gigi geraham yg ats ni kena gusi bwh r? aku konpius jp..dh 2 hr nie....tahan je beb...sabor!!!hrm...gaji masuk lmbt..Ya Allah..sume2 dugaan..moga2 Kau bg berita gembira..kot2 la dpt 4bln bonus ker?haha... merepek jer...
- Hot news..afeez sms aku..'nape perdana menteri xnmpk waktu pg?..cz dia PM not AM..' wargh3x..nmpk initial dia jer dh wat aku t'senyum lebar..dpt sms yg lawak2 pun dh wat aku senang ati...klu aku dpt la afeez ni jd pakwe..kompem aku xcurang pnye...sume2 pakwe/jantan aku tolak tepi...tp dia yg xminat aku...ni yg semangat nk top-up so boleh sms dia...haha...
Monday, July 24, 2006
Sakit lg
Story 2:WA!!!dtg hr isnin keja melambak giler...cm bukit..sakit ati+jiwa...leh x?sakit lum surut lg..balik lmbt la jwbnye nk settlekn
sume2 data entry..ntah cmne ntah pas lunch aku muntah...seb baek muntah kt toilet,klu kt seat mmg haru la 1 opis..abis sume2 isi perut kuar..seb baek gk sblm muntah tuh aku dh pusing2 kpala..g la toilet igtkn angin jer...rupe2nye t'belahak kt toilet bowl tuh...sakit dada lah kejap..dh ok sket br g pantry wat air milo panas..gaji bulan nie lmbt masuk cz nk join skali ngan bonus..ala..dh la nk pkai duit ujung bulan nie...sakit jiwa lg aku..
Story 3:Balik lmbt kul 8 bf aku amek..smpai kt moto dh wat muka masam...'woi jantan..ko tau x yg aku ni tgh sakit..tuh ada masalah r tuh..' cmne la ko jd jantan aku...sume2 nyusahkn jer..baek xyh jd jantan..potong je batang tuh pastu g jual bontot..dpt gk duit..kt ats moto mulut tuh dh start maki2 ank org...dgn ng lar..ngan jiran lar...Ya Allah!!aku kena ngadap makian ni ke w/pun bukan tuk aku..kt kedai mkn order nasi ayam...ok lar..tiba2 dia naik angin plak..t'gigit bunga cengkih pun jd hal..abis org kedai 2 kena sumpah...aku plak trus mati niat nk mkn...putus selera..hahaha..amek je lar mknn aku jantan oi..aku tau ko kebulur..
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Ades
Sebab aku tau xde sape nk baca blog aku..aku nk ckp lucah** sket..ops...sorry blogger..
Ari nie ari ke-2 xbest...dr semlm sakit bontot..lebih tepat sakit burit**..cm nk t'keluar je isi burit aku...nk nangis pun ade gks la..
hahaha...apesal la jd cmtu skali..penat dok berak cair jer..haha..padan muka aku lg..tensen keja lg..cino bukit tuh dok bising jer...
sistem SAP wat prob plak...argh...tensi lg gue..
Ades!!!Sakit lg burit gue..hahaha...nk duduk pun kena senget..
Isk..citer len plak. k..blog yg gua jmpe ari ni PutraWorks..tp xtau nk wat link kt blog ni..gua kn bdk br dlm blogging nie...hahaha...
Yg wajib surf: sultanmuzaffar; badrol after 6; fiebie(mentally disturbed) n ntah sape2 lg...penin gua bc blog derg tp best plak...lawak smpaei pecah perut...klu nk tau kena rajin surf r..hahaha..
Ades!!!!Sakit lg r..ape nk wat nie...dr td dok senget cm ketam plak..penat r...demam pun xcmni...gua nk nangis..
Dh lama xjoin kk..nk tau apsal..??ade la 2-3 minah yg gua rasa xleh nk join kepala...so..xyh susah2 join in kk..kk pun skrg nie lembab..slow r...sakit jiwa gk la bila gua dok enter2 tp msg gua x appear kt skrin...klu korunk sure bengang pnye..
smbil2 wat koje(perak's) gua m'update frenster r..wa..kaka..borink seyh..n gua add akak gua sendirik jd frenster gua...truk kn!!dh la kt umah dh jmpe..kt opis lg mau main frenster...hampes...gua nk main ternet lg best...surf org len pnye blog...
Ades sakit lg r...penin2..
KENANGAN TERINDAH - SAMSONS
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang t'lah hilang
Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Chorus :Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang t'lah terukir
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Lagu dr Samsons...Pja yg bg lirik...nk upload lagu tp xpandai r...
akan gua usahakn nnt...tggu...
Thursday, July 13, 2006
HUH!!!
dr pg lg cino bukit ni memekak..ati aku panas...hampas btul..partner yg dok sebelah lg la sakit..
t'jerit2 jer...ungka dlm utan pun xcmtu..nk settle invoice..tp len benda yg aku kena wat..nk emel big bos tuk cashflow meeting(keja aku ke-aku ni kerani cabuk je:kerabi kena wat keja2 yg libatkn org besar ke)..dh emel tp bile check nk kena emel kt seketari skali..lorat tul keja kt tmpt besor..dh bos aku kata emel kt bos2 je..seketeri ni sibuk wat per..lorat tul r...panas ati lg..
ptg baru aku dpt rasa jagung rebus aku nih..ok gks la..igtkn tawar..buah lum mkn lg..
nk balik awal cz ati yg sakit ni cume leh reda klu aku kuar dr opis ni..
partner aku leh tanye:xnk cari keje lain ker? huh...klu ada keja lain xdak la aku memuncung kt sini..
alamak...bdk2 ni pun lorat nk g course..pegi je r...apsal nk report kt aku plak..
keja melambak tp gaji ciput..malu aku kt kwn2 aku..keja smpai mlm2 tp bila time gaji nk cecah 1500 pun xdpt..tgu bonus ni...klu dpt sikit mmg aku chow..wat sakit ati jer keja cmni..duit byk tp ati xsenang pun xleh gk...
Ya Allah...tabahkn la hati hambamu ini...
Astaghafirullah hal azim...100x
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Eppy Bufday
aku xminta byk r..bufday ni nk celebrate ngan sume2 yg aku sayang..specially ibu n abah... family lg..aku xnk hadiah pun..cukup dgn kek coklat..nk tgu end of month..bufday aku dh basi...
sedih sgt2..aku dh kena blaja celebrate bufday sorg2..mlm kelmarin je adi amek aku n bw kluar.. jln2 je..ape jd cuma aku je yg tau.. Ya Allah...tmbh lg 1thn umuq aku..tmbh lg dugaan aku.. hadiah tuk diri aku: handphone baru..keta(satria/savy) pastu baru pikir rumah plak..klu aku dpt settle sume keja2 aku kt tlo ni aku nk blah dr sini..nk cari pengalaman kt tmpt lain..klu bole kt negeri lain..but 2 sure bukan melaka..hahaha...jahat tul aku nih..ntah la..bufday thn ni xdak pe pun..tp bufday thn dpn aku nk belikn diri aku hp baru..yg power pnye...huhu...n..
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Bengangnye
Dtg opis hanye sebab nk dtg...ikutkn mls sung..mafia awl2 pg dh call tuk kejutkn bgn tdo tp aku dh bgn awl lg.. Nk gosok baju lar..nk pk pkai baju ape sblm gosok lar..pg2 dh cari brg avon tuh tp resitnye xjmpe..Ya Allah!!ujian lg..mmg x igt letak mane..cmne nie???smpai opis mengong jp..Wendy nk g miri..arrange driver anta g klia lar..pick up kt miri lar..dpt jlnkn tugas sblm jam 11 berakhir..baru dok pdg meja yg b'sepah2 ngan invoice..DN nk issue..mmg confirm kena stay back..kesabaranku d'uji lg..Ntah r...tggu bonus & chow dr sini..mmg gilo weh...seb baek mafia shared foto ngan aku..terubat rase bengang nie..eh?xde ke keja yg just main internet jer..klu ade aku mmg antara yg t'expert..boring2..tdo sat r..
Gmbr lg
Monday, June 26, 2006
1st gath with bdk2 kk
hrmm...letih siot.
tp besh..
sape yg gua kenal & igt dlm kk+tko?
anis_anis, antu, fareen14, lanun, spermafia, an_nissa(kenal kt lrt bts)
& then br dtg shii naik lrt ngan mcezix, kacap, afiz(kot), mafia, reds (bdk2 lelaki ni g salak sltn cz keta fantaghiro masuk longkang)....hakhakhak..
jam 10 br bertolak dr lrt bts ke sg. congkak..singgah petronas cz anis nk isi minyak..masa tuh baru nmpak muka fanta..dlm ati gua, comei gk muke minah ni..cm muke membe gua kt skolah ampang dlu..
smpai pekan bt 9 c anis ni dh silap jln..kena u-turn balik..pia & reds(kenari) ikut je kitorg cz xtau jln..
akhirnya smpai gk ke sg congkak(mkn tahun gk xg sg.congkak-last g pun mase camping pengakap skolah rendah dlu). smpai kul 11pg..nk angkat brg r..nk idupkn api tuk bbq nye agenda(koje ladyz,anis pas kt k.cinda, radioburuk+mawi+max[c max ni xpndai wat api r] & gualayan wat api ngan ladyz sey)..lg kena ptg buah(max terer-ade pengalaman)..potong kek dan kwsn2 yg sewaktu dgnnye...perihal mknn..
1st session main air..huhu..chatters t'bagi 6group..gua dpt team4..ngan fanta..mafia & effalina..(c fanta ni dh kira awl2 cz nk geng ngan gua)
game dia main baling belon air ke team lain..ikut giliran r..klu belon pecah kira kalah..team 4 menang dgn mata 3-2 lawan team3(team 3 yg xpower-nk wat cmner)..pas main baling belon air kena main cari gula2 dlm tepung(mmg pedajal org tul urusetia nie-anis+zix)..team 3&4 seri cz dpt gula2 sama=10bj..
mkn time..cm pelarian je bdk2 nie..tp klakor pun ade gks..
pas mkn br sessi suai kenal..kenal dh r..suai je blum..
time gadis_ku kenalkn diri gua borak ngan mafia..jd xdgr sgt ape yg gadis ckp..g plak tnye..ape lg..zix bengang jp..org tuh dh bgtau awl2..jgn ulang ape yg chatters ckp..zix denda gua suh nyanyi lagu Negaraku(xkisah nyanyi cz lagu ni sume org kena bdiri tanda hormat)tp c gds ni suh gua joget dangdut plak(xpsal2 gua dpt name ratu dangdut-hampehnye geng..)
pas tu sessi b'gmbr plak..byk gmbr nie...pas b'gmbr ramai plak nk balik..kak cinda&kak ajju(tko) nk blah dlu..zix kena kejar bas kul 6 balik pasir gudang(kejor yop kejor)
sessi main air b'sambung...penat gua n shii dok pggl anis ajk turun g sg...minah ni klu dh borak mmg x igt org lain..lebih 10x gua pggl..last2 b'kubang gk dlm sungai tuh..mula2 gua,shii& anis jer..pas tuh maisya(kwn antu) & cindaipelangi(k.mas) pun join..c max dgn aksi terjun tiruk..naspc gigil thp dewa..umie dgn family dia..kak nissa pun gan family..at last turun la Spermafia_Planet(alien kot)..teruk gk gua kena rendam ngan mamat nie..
suke2 nk benam gua..dia igt gua ni adik2 dia kot..tp kpala dia mmg ok..kitorg rendam smbil tgkp2 gmbr..
lebih 3x mafia nk benam gua...'kuang ajaq'..tp seb dia baik cz gua mmg baik..x marah2..ele..biasa r kwn2..
naik kul 6..tukar baju..pack brg2..kul 7 gerak dr sg.congkak..best giler..dlm van gua rase ngantuk banget tp control ayu..'lek baby..jgn tidur..' anis drop gua kt plaza phoenix, lintas naik jejantas & amik cab..
smpai umah ibu & abah dh balik...cis..xsempat nk jmpe kesayanganku..ibu wat nasi beriani..best wei..mak gua mmg World..(pinjam ayat mawi-af3)...mandi..makan..main gan ank buah(kakak+adik)..mafia call tanye aku..ade lebam2 ker..merah2 ke cz fantanye tgn merah time kena benam gan mafia..(gua tough r mafia,jgn takut r beb)...tdo..
Time tdo ku d'ganggu..mmg antu tul la mafia ni..gua dh la susah nk tdo klu dh penat banget..tp gua layan gk cz mafia yg call..klu gua mmg xkn call pnyer..hikhikhik..borak jp..pas abis borak gua plak xdpt tdo..WOI MAFIA..TIDURKN GUA BEB!!!golek2 lama2 dh pg..eh?bile gua lelap mata nie..pelik tul..start a new day..
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Aku ada kerana kau ada
cinta adalah anugerah yang kuasa
yang bila terasa betapa indahnya
sungguh lemah diriku
tak bererti hidupku
bila tak ada dirimu
andai ku bisa akan ku balas
semua yang pernah engkau berikan
trima kasih dariku
atas ketulusan mu
menyayangi diriku
# chorus:aku ada karena kau pun ada
dengan cinta kau buat diriku hidup selamanya
*dan kerana hati ini ada cinta aku masih teruskan percaya yang kau ada kerana aku ada bersamamu..semangat ini akan aku teruskan untuk hidup ini..
terima kasih kerana kau telah memberi peluang yang paling berharga dalam hidup ini dengan mengenali dirimu lelaki..memahami..menyukai..menyayangi..
pergi jauh dari diriku bukan bererti aku akan berhenti menyelami dirimu sayang...
dan aku akan terus memujamu walaupun kau jauh dariku..
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Teman tapi Mesra
teman sepermainan
kemana ada dia selalu ada aku
dia amat manis
dan juga baik hati
dia selalu ada waktu untuk membantuku
namun aku bingung
ketika dia bilang cinta
dan dia juga katakan
tuk ingin jadi kekasihku
reff: cukuplah saja berteman denganku
janganlah kau meminta lebih
ku tak mungkin mencintaimu
kita berteman saja
teman tapi mesra
aku memang suka pada dirimu
namun aku ada yg punya
lebih baik kita berteman
kita berteman saja
teman tapi mesra
aku punya teman
teman sepermainan
kemana ada dia selalu ada aku
namun aku bingung
ketika dia bilang cinta
dan dia juga katakan
tuk ingin jadi kekasihku
reff: cukuplah saja berteman denganku
janganlah kau meminta lebih
ku tak mungkin mencintaimu
kita berteman saja
teman tapi mesra
aku memang suka pada dirimu
namun aku ada yg punya
lebih baik kita berteman
kita berteman saja
teman tapi mesra
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Walk Away-Cristina Aguilera ft Alicia Keys
And you still can't let go?
I was naiive
Your love was like candy
Artificially sweet
I was deceived by the wrapping
Got caught in your web
And I learned how to plead
I was prey in your bed
And devoured completely
And it hurts my soul
Cos I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cos I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from
I need to get away from it
I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, walk away
I should have known
I was used for amusement
Couldn't see through the smog
It was all an illusion
Now I've been licking my wounds (licking my wounds)
Woke up in love and seems so great (deeper, deeper)
We both can't subdue
Darling you hold me prisoner (prisoner)
I'm about to break
I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your lure
And I'm feeling for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...
I can make it
It's some state I'm in
Getting nothing every time
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this moment
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from
I need to get away from it
I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, walk away
Every time I try to grasp for air
I get smothered and this sky, it's never over, over
Seems I never wake from this nightmare
I let out a solid breath; let it be over, over
Inside I'm screaming
Breaking, pleading the world
Ahh...
My heart has been bruised
So sad but it's true
Each peep reminds me of you
It hurts my soul
Cos I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cos I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...
I'm about to break
I guess I missed it
I'm addicted to your lure
And I'm feeling for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...
I can make it
It's some state I'm in
Getting nothing every time
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this moment
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from
I say...
I need to get away from it
I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, walk away
Only thing I need to do is walk away
I need to get away from it
I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, walk away
I need to get away from it
I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, walk away
I need to get away from it
I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, walk away
To walk away from...
Away from it...
Jujur-Radja
Dapat kah kau memberi ku satu arti
Sedikit rasa yang bisa ku mengerti
bukan sumpah atau janji
**Bukti kan lah bila kau ada cinta
Setulus hati mu bisa memerima
Sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
Bukan sekedar bersama?
.Reef:Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkankah aku bila tak mungkin bersama
jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku oh..oh..oh
Jujur lah padaku
Bila kau tak lagi suka
Tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku selamanya...
Lagu yg xbisa padam dr ingatanku...lagu nie wat aku igt kt afeez slalu cz kitorg suka lagu radja..
hahaha...
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Salam Aidiladha
raye ni cm xbest...nk tau nape..shuk dh tgkp jiwang kt aku..(hero mase tadika), ijan igtkn aku pd mlm thn baru(dia amik aku jd couple via sms tp aku x reply yg tu), afeez ilangkn diri(disappear into thin air). raye dok umah je...kubur pun xjenguk...mlm tuh je aku dok sms ngan amir(member chat kk) Next day keja...afeez sms pun mase aku nk tdo...kredit nk abis...spare tuk amir je cz murah..aku dok beli new number pu afeez xheran...so aku xde la nk heran main sms sgt...org dh xlayan...