Down!!

Down!! i feel ackward..pelik lain mcm.. even mr.brasco try 2 cheer me up. still aku down. even he tried 2 give +ve tot n motivation. still i'm feeling down!! maybe coz nk demam kot. semlm b'ujan balik dr beli groceries. tried looking at few mini/super market tuk cari susu miya tp xdpt yg standard price like tesco. nk ke tesco dh jauh sgt. so, aku heret mr. brasco fr 1 shop 2 another.. cian dia.. last bile dpt, n i'm relief. f-ter dinner wif him kt area umah aku, kitorg hang out lg.. nothing happen!! nothing happen??? hahaha.. what should happen ek?? tatau lor.. mdnite, came back home n tdokn ank2. ibu admitted kt pantai. miya cried in her sleep cz she misz her mom n aku plak yg rasa d'sayat2. ni br jg ank buah, klu ank s'diri nanges cmni gn aku2 skali ikot nanges.. wakaka.. perangai cm antu, jln cm org nk g gaduh, bhs kasar tp sensitif x ilang2 dr jiwa aku.. last2 t'tdo smbil pelok miya. mmg xsedar giler cz ngantok sgt2. adik nk susu pun cik jaja yg bangkit g buat susu. aku dh xsedar diri dah.
actually tis feeling dh rasa few days ago. aku gatal sgt g kuor gn 'bird'. odw back home aku clarify bout d relationship. mula2 sj nk maen2 but it getting serious. aku tnye bout status aku pd dia..''am i ur chicks or ur girl?'' i need a stand, eventhough xkawen tp atleast aku tau status aku.. tp bird xleh kasi jwpn. what he says is dia nk kna jg perasaan family, nk timbang perasaan org lain. ''weyh,abes tuh!! aku ni hati batu ker? xde perasaan ker?'' as what he said, he will decide nxt yr n aku just jwp 11yrs of relationship, still aku xleh dptkn dia w/pun aku cuba nk wat baek gn family dia specially mama dia. fr a lite2 topic, la ni dh jd heavy. n it effect me. effect my feeling, my mood even my attitude. aku dh share feeling ni gn mr.brasco n he said, ''just cut it off. forget bout him. go out n find another guy tat suit u''. sapa ek? who's d unlucky guy yg dpt aku? wakaka..ntah ler!!
as for now, aku nk kja kuat2, kja giler2 selagi mampu. i'll give my self 6yrs to clear all hutang piutang gn family specially bonda. n then i wanna take a long rest.. d deepest sleep, cz slame ni aku xpenah cukup tdo n rest. byk maen!! i try 2 work it out. InsyaAllah. sok aku mc, wakaka...pakwe aku yg nk kna masuk klinik aku plak yg mc. xpe ler..demi yg t'syg. weekend balik port dickson lepak gn ayah bonda. sunday evening movie date gn mr.brasco. simpson movie? wakaka..layan katun, leh release tension. naikkn mood. naik mood? nnt jd lain pulok..aku girl n he's guy... ops..xmor citer pjg.. da..tired ngadap pc jerk.. taking care to myself : babyarisha - dearest baby of mr.aris n mdm hasanah.

TENSION!!!!!

TENSION!!!!!! kja byk giler..workstation? xyh sesebok nk tempel gmbor kt sini cz mmg cm tongkang pecah.. aku rase lawa lg titanic yg patah dua kt laut atlantik tuh (laut atlantik ek). isk!! gn pakwe aku majuk lg, sat lg nk anto g kenet ler. ntah brape ler pomen tuh chrgs tuk betulkn pakwe cayunk aku tuh..
time pomen tuh dok godek pakwe, leh aku layan mkn roti arab kt restoran sebelah. best woo!!! well, bab mkn nie mmg ler paberet gue.. sok gue attach pic ler..wild wild west...gtg.
sok continue..
da..

schedule dh book

27 - 29 july'07 = spend weekend kt port dickson wif beloved parent. ibu n abah.
4 aug'07 = bbq at a'an's house @ tmn keramat. time tba
11 aug'07 = wedding opismate @ kkb. jauh seyh...insyaAllah smpai kot..
11 aug'07 = futsal red diva team vs burberry @ ampang sport planet. time : nite
12 aug'07 = khaireen's wedding @ tmn keramat. time : 1-4pm. time ni leh gebang2 gn kwn lama specially dak2 ampunk gurls.. kelik plak mmg yg jenis kecoh setaman..so, lam baekk tgh pengantin b'sanding..sure tema gebang, turn sapa plak pas nie..
19 aug'07 = wedding ainn's @ keramat. time: tba. ni pung dak ampunk gurls gak!! klu xdak invitation aku xg..klu ada,,myb ainn invite dr lam frenster kot..
2 sep'07 = gigagath tko n kk @ agrotech langat. time : 9am - 6pm. gath every yr ni wat derg hectic nk wat gath..klu leh nk gather every month..tp xleh gak ler..cz ramei dak2 kk ni dok jauh2.. org kuat kk pun dok selatan tanah air.. few dak kk still study. timing kna betul. br besh!!
lain agenda lum d'ttpkn lg.. so,, tba lg ler..

Jln2 Mkn2

yesterday a mkn2 took place at kopitiam south city. me n pja only. but we only order nasi goreng thai n goreng kg. yg besh nyer aku order chocolate shake. pja only take milo ais.

d thing yg xleh tggl is sambal belacan. xde sambal belacan xkick ler lunch semlm. aku xheran klu xdak sambal. xperlu pedas2. tp bior ler terasa cilinyer..br ler syiok mkn..

2nd mkn2 kt awan besar. me wif pja, k.aspa, k.angie, k.faeza, k.emi d new a.m for my dept, abg ghani, abg syed who treat us d lunch, abg man n hairuddin. ops..not to forget k.dewi.

me n pja is not in d pic. pja ni mmg oyo sket bab b'gmbr ramai2. 2yrs kwn gn pja, but still neva hv a photo wif her. just 2 wif her. hamps ko pja.. sj ler..kunun xnk expose muke.. siap ko!! nnt aku letak muka ko as wallpaper kt pc aku.

aspa n faeza is my sr. exec. angie as acct. exec. me? clerk jerk.. cukup ler.. tggu aku cari kja lain ler.. tot nk work outside d office cz i like 2 meet ppl n confront wif new thing/ challange. tp, ade ker rezki aku lam bidang tuh? InsyaAllah.

f-ter mkn2, beli2 pulok!! biase ler..awan besar tuh kn r & r. ade ler org yg meniaga.. tp pic xdak plak!! heh..xsat bila aku jd cameragirl nih?? wakaka.. ramai yg borong mknn.. of cz kerepek2 ler yg kitorg beli..xkn nk angkut durian bwk msuk opis.. mau semggu br ilang bau.. wakaka.. kerepek tuh d'jual oleh sorg makcik. ni kira business iks ler.. so, kami2 yg ade duit lebih ni borong ler..bukan mahal mana pung!! 3paket kecik rm5 jerk.. lain ler amek yg besar 1kg tuh..mmg rege up sket.

heh..tension bile dh smpai opis. workload..meeting2..diskusi lg. aku tension cmni. ape ler.. mgmt xbagus..not well organize.. abes yg kna kt dept aku gak..klu kna tempias xpe ler.. ni dh lencun. dok opis b'bumbung kubah cantik pun leh basah. sakit pala aku. bonus kuar pun xcukup nk settlekn pakwe aku tuh.. tot wanna search a new job. desperate housewives nih. wait till bonus kuor..then i decide wether i wanna stay or not. 50/50 lor...

Saturday jalan2 cari makan

saturday lst wk jln2 to dusun member akak aku kt hulu langat. my 1st time g so, sesat ler,, hana condifent jerk bw keta jln terus..nk cari bt. 18 smpai nyer ke bt. 20 1/2. jauh seyh.. u-turn n ask around br jmpe. cm biase..kja aku lam keta pegang adik..sesambil snap2 pics. tat's me wif bonnie n a new gurl.. en.rashidnye ank buah.. bonnie like baby so much.. naik rimas gurl nie..aku plak baik ati nk pegang gurl while en.rashid n wife pekena durian. reason g dusun hulu langat ni cz ade party durian.. d'sbbkn aku ni xheran gn durian so aku xde ler amek pic durian yg b'puluh2 bijinyer.. xheran gak gn buah manggis n rambutan yg b'lambak2 kt lam bakul.

n tis is babyarisha eating durian.dpt 4 ulas jerk.dh kira bagus ler.. hana bet rm50 klu aku dpt abeskn 1bj..adei.. 4ulas pun dh penin b'hari2.. 1bj? mau pengsan kt dusun tuh. tuh pun balik umah dh pitam. yer ar.. gn xcukup tdo layan midnite harry potter lg.. lepak2ing kt damansara lg.. mau x penin aku! pekena durian plak time tghr gat2. kul 1tghr. time matahari tgh memancar sinarnye gn ceria..seb baek kt dusun tuh redup..klu x, mau pitam aku.. wakaka.. penangan durian 4 ulas..

ha..yg nie mkn rambutan..posing beb.. aku ni mmg gile b'gmbor n b'posing.. wakaka..

n tis is amira syazwin. ank buah kesayangan aku.. tgh layan rambutan ank nie.. durian, manggis sume xsedap kt lidah dia.. rambutan jerk yg ok..lantak ler kak!! asal ko mkn

tat's ibu n bonnie..ntah ape ler dak tecik comey ni nak..

alemak..1 pic t'delete.. hampes!!!

nite comes.. g mkn kt mines wif family..pastu jln2 ler..

ni pic staircase kt luar mines tuh...kat area wonderland park..

hoho..tat's me. tp gmbor plak gelap..hana ni mmg xpndai nk snap pic guna k800i aku..xpe ler..nnt2 leh adjust..

tat's all 4 saturday.. d day start at d f-ternoon n end at nite e.t.a 11pm. pastu sume2 t'bongkang. wakaka..

Pakwe...merajuk ker?

Pakwe ni merajuk pulok pg td.. nape ntah..tgh sedap2 speeding mererspeed xmor naik..aik?? dh laju bwk tp speedmetre still kt okm/h Bior betik? cuak gk ler.. smpai opis koling2 member.. seb baek tgh cuak2 ni 'max' call.. ngadu ler gn dia.. kata max maybe tali metre putus/ loose.. tat's y metre xnaik.. adus.. jgn kasi tempreture aku naik dh ler cayunk!!
nk upload gmbr dr k800i pun xleh gak..
hangin ape ari nie tatau..
tp max dh sound..nk try pakwe aku gn bini dia.. 'ape max? WET 9990? set!! xde hal..' wakaka..tp bile time tuh..aku wat donno jerk.. biar ler dia pecut laju2..biar d'tgglkn aku n pakweku jauh 3-4tiang..pakwe ku bukan tuk b'lumba tp tuk kemudahan shj.
Pakwe deary.. cayunk ko!!

Sharing birthday

Ni gmbr burfday ank buah aku.. sj letak. xde gmbr br ler..

like wat i said yesterday, klu time2 burfday ni, aku ler paling kecoh. but now, it's just a number. dh xheran. igt nkwat supress. lenjan blik kg jmpe ibu n abah tp ongkos koreng.. so, wat donno jerk kt opis. n i shared my birthday date with RED DIVA. sure there's alot ppl out there who's sharing d birthday with me n red mummy.

"World!!! I m proud 2 be born on 11 July. i m proud 2 b cancerianz"

i misz my old fren Adzim. we shared our birthday 4 2yrs in Teknik PD. misz him so much.. Dear, Adzim, where r u..

11 July 1983 a cancerianz.

11 July 1983. D day i was born in Hospital Bersalin Kuala Lumpur. i m proud 2 be born on 11 July. tat's make me a cancerianz. Jaman dolu2, skool time, mmg susah nk cari kwn yg lahir lam range 21 june - 20 july.. skrg b'sepah2 cm ulat sampah.. tp depa bukan ulat ler..depa manusia. A human being tat proud 2 be cancerianz!!! ppl said, cancerianz ni suka m'cubit cz we all dr kategori ketam. Heh!! I mmg suka cubit org pung.. tp cubit2 manja ler..
11 July 2007. i stuck in d office.. gn pc hang ler.. kja b'lambak2 ler.. but still i m happy with who i am. a single girl yg haruk sgt2.. la ni aku suka cari gaduh. not 2 put up a fight tuk suka2 but 2 pretend myself ler.. mana leh kna buli.. cantekk muka derg nk buli2 aku.. wakaka.

Since 12mdnite last nite aku dh dpt sms birthday wish. d 1st is fr mr.brasco. 2nd wish tis morning fr my dearest fwen pja, 3rd sms from lina n k.ani. n today when i go thru my own blog, Kak Red deary dh anto msg birthday wish gak. thnx kak. n a few incoming sms n birthday wishes fr frens.. e-jart, slam, cindai n others..thnx frens!!!

Still remember d old days wit' family.. klu time nk besday aku, aku le yg paling kecoh!! nk tempah kek ikot nombor umor ler.. nk wat kt skolah tadika ler.. smpai umor 10thn still ibu tempahkn kek tuk aku.. f-ter tat. br beli kek biase2 jerk. n aku xheran gn hadiah2 nie.. a birthday celebration for me is just with a birthday cake. tat's all. i tot tis yr leh ler celebrate gn yg t'syg tp xde rezki. simpanan makin kureng. so..geget jari jerk!!! wish petang ni nk singgah secret recipe kt jusco cheras selatan tuh.. dpt a slice of cake pun jd ler..

Remember d story yg aku ni lahir time2 nk raya.. ibu struggle kt spital tuk lahirkn aku. abah plak lunaskn t/jwb sbg seorg bapa kpd 2 ank n 1 lg yg bakal lahir, sediakn persiapan raya sendiri. ikot citer akak, abh yg masak rendang. ntah sedap ntah tidak!! air tgn abah yg slalu aku mkn pun meggi goreng. tp mmg masyuk ler. lebeyh2 lg klu dia yg suap. time tecik2 dlu klu xde org yg supakn aku mkn jgn hrp ler aku nk mkn s'diri. 1jam tuh lum tentu abes nasi 1 senduk. klu ade org yg suap, laju jerk aku mkn siap b'tambah lg..wakaka..
aku ni lmbt kuor plak tuh.. like old ppl said. lahir lebih bulan ni notti sket. aku ni notti lebeyh. byk wat hal..specially time2 nk exam.tension kot!!n need perhatian fr ibu abh, aku pung wat hal. igt2 balik, byk hal aku nie..smpai dh xt'igt!

Hrmm..pic xleh uplod plak..2 b continue ler..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYARISHA
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY.. alwiz be a daddy's girl..hek.hek.hek..

Kacak On d Road

hehehe..see,see..
Kacak on d road. letih weyh drive manual nieh..adus..
comei has meet kacak.but pja blum lg.. n some other frens like 'ayang', 'abang', mr.brasco.derg pun lum lg..
so..dh ade keta.leh ronggeng..eh,,eh,, xleh ronggeng lg..fulus xmasyuk ler..
wakaka..